No Exemption

Blogging isn't new to me. I hear this word a gazillion times in school, in my workplace or just when riding a jeepney in the Philippines before. I used to blog a lot when i was young, but i wrote it on scratch pads, notebooks or even tissues. I wished i was able to preserve its essence so that I can post it here.
I am new to online blogging and I am still learning more and more everyday. I just want to give myself a free space where i can be what i want to be and I can enjoy freewill of writing my thoughts. It is imperative to feel different emotions and yet i am afraid someone will judge me on what i've posted. We are entitled to our own opinions and sometimes that is the drawback of writing publicly. Hence, I don't care. As long as I am happy with what im doing, so what the heck! I own this space, i can do anything i want.

But some things are better kept unsaid and fall into the hands of secrecy. We are bound to loose focus on what's important because sometimes we think too much of ourselves. How about the feelings of others?are they even considered? Optimism isn't just about positive thinking. It is about seeing the brighter side of things. We are at an arena of insecurities and of judgments but it is no excuse to use it as a scapegoat. I wonder how a lot of people cry for reasons they never thought existed. Annihilating the treacherous mind of a nonbeliever thus making him vulnerable.

i had my fair share of ups and downs. A trace of my life in the past would support its existence.
I vowed not to dig too much of it, but without it I cannot fully understand what I am now. I used to tell myself that I will understand people who thinks indifferently. But now I am asking my self how? Hitting it head on or waiting for it to hit hard on your head? Oh life, such a sweet word for the mouth to utter, I beg you to show me how to deal the blast of your character so that I may be able to break the code. I will exist, i will prosper...

when we force ourselves to feel, we burst into tears.
if we cry, a part of us is free
then if we look back, we enjoy the cycle again.

I love my life and everything in it. May it be the best memories or the how-i-wished-it-did-not-happen episodes.
Others may fall short but you have the capacity to fill up the gap. Seize the day and live a life!!!

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"without love, breath is like a clock, it ticks. -- E"
ineth 3.55am Jan 21,2009 UAE