I used to love FRIDAY so much because it marks the end of the week and the beginning of lakwatsas.. a lot of lakwatsas! The day to meet old friends and acquaintances, to relieve boredom from work, studies and pressures of the days gone by. BUt now? Friday is a mess... totally ridiculous.. I got to work on this day until Saturday... i hate it.
Today is a friday and i am totally bored to the max. Working in a routined structure makes me wanna go out and shout like an idiot.
Earlier today, I was daydreaming while i was on a 45 minutes busride to my workplace. I fooled my mind by picturing views of green scenery, a blue sea stretched towards the horizon, animals of different colors may it be an insect or a dog. I imagined myself beside a trike, riding a habal habal on a bumpy road of manipis, sleeping on a dusty non-airconditioned bus bound for Toledo. It might be messy but this is what i missed, I missed my home, i missed the things ive done before, I missed the dust! And because of boredom, i was able to live it again in 3-5 minutes time. See? what the human mind can do? As what my friend insik told me on chat, "looyah sa bata.... ana ka powerful ang mind".
"What happened to the adventurous person i was before?" I asked myself while sitting reluctantly on this very uncomfortable chair. Until now, no answer.... knock knock! my mind is sleeping... go f*** urself...hahaha... just kidding. Well, there are lot of things going on my mind today. If i can just shut it down for a while or press the refresh key on the keyboard and type "I need to get a life, not soon but NOW!" without hesitations......then i will do it!
A complicated life and a totally messed up friday. All i can do is sit, look at the the clock and wait for miracles to happen. Mother of all Miracles, please grant me a miracle today, pleaseeeeeeeee. I humbly ask you.
--
ineth
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