Today, I am coming home... Philippines, here i come!

this must be the weirdest moment of my life, i am feeling all the extreme emotions..too bad i am all clogged out and i am not sober... it does not mean that i am intoxicated with alcohol, but i am so drunk with all these endless thoughts.

...i am almost prepared... hell yeah i am prepared but my mind is floating like a bee...my bags are all packed and i am carefully checking every single one of it to make sure i didnt miss something, make sure i know where i place this and that, and make sure all the important things are intact.

i am so sad but happy, excited but anxious...awake but dreaming.

i am trying so hard to put my feelings into writing but i can't.

I am just killing the time before my flight... i need to go to the airport early because i am scared i will miss the flight...I am excited that i will see my bestfriend too.

Have a safe trip for myself and Here i am philippines! I am coming home...Tomorrow I will kiss you Cebu! wooohhhhhhhhh.....

A week of the sweetest torture...

wooaahhh... it's been more than half a month and i haven't posted any post yet for March. This is because I am so so busy lately, I had trainings, tiresome strut to the malls during weekends, very demanding work, the need to complete a troubleshooting guide and most especially, busy planning for my 1 month vacation. I am totally excited about the idea of coming back home, enjoying the weather, the beaches, the night life, filipino food and in meeting my family and friends. I have been anticipating this for how many months now.

This week is the sweetest torture of all. my heart and mind are in the Philippines but my body is stuck here. It is like competing in a marathon barefooted,no matter how i try to finish first, I still struggle to reach the finish line. I really wanna go home and every second matters to me. I badly want to go home, now. I can't wait, i am so impatient.

I just wish today is already Tuesday. Oh C'mon Tuesday....

But these are also my firsts:

The first time to meet my lola again for more than a year including my family.
My first international plane ride... Alone. huhuh
My first vacation since I arrived here in the UAE
My First time to be away from my bestfriend Pamela in 5 years
My First time to meet my bestfriend Kathy in person
First time to meet my long lost friends Lovelyn and Lorelei
The first time to actually go to the airport ALONE again..huhuh
The first time to be happy but totally sad...get my point?

There are a lot to mention but i am just sharing the highlights.

I am excited but I am thinking too much. I am looking forward but something is holding back. I want to stay longer but time won't cooperate. I have fears but I will just leave it to the hand of fate. All i wanna do is have fun and spend precious moments to the persons I love the most. I only have 28 days and I will build castles of memories. Don't worry, I will still be blogging and I will try my best to complete it. I will post a lot of pics too.. for now, I need to complete this hosting procedures I am making.

Safe trip for me and bon voyage... See you soon Philippines! I am coming home. Yohooo...